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Lay Where You Fall

by The Goodbye Forevers

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1.
Like Faded Paint around old picture frames (Smiling faces hide the light) Like Moldy corners never cleaned (Out of sight and out of mind) Like bottles of booze tucked behind plumbing drains (Confuscating wrong and right) A happy home is hard to keep Like years of dust remain on ceiling fans (Smiling faces hide the light) Like all reminders we tried to ignore (Eating up what's out of sight) As tires turn on grinding gravel (Confuscating wrong and right) After closing shut a sticking door I lit a match and burned it down (it’s much to much to clean this out) And in the smoke I finally found (it’s much too much to clean this out) I never ever wanted it all I never ever loved this home No Scalpels, No Forceps Just Hacksaws, and Tourniquets We’re turning into statistics Playing hand grenades and ballistic vests We’re hiding so openly But fighting so secretly It’s for all the world to see But no one knows like you and me
2.
Hanover St. 02:31
I've seen better days But every day is better than this Cabernet that overflows and stains my lips The same color as the stains that decorate your bathroom sink You're either handy with a razor blade Or you're just clumsy when you drink I remember you dancing like your soul was on fire Til December took its toll and let it expire A new year, a brand new reason to not believe in anything Anything at all We're barely hanging on And we have been for so long. Our hearts grow colder with the setting sun Another day older but the night's still young Those days are so far gone and so are you Hang on, han(g)over, I'll be home soon.
3.
I’m out of time, you're out of energy While you're tangled up in sheets, I'm still stumbling down the street at 2:15 Chests rise and fall, oblivious that when morning calls we won't exist It's already too late, we don't exist I need time to walk this off You need space you catch your breath You need rope to tie your noose All I need is my regret The curtain call, exit stage left The performance of a lifetime that I hope you won't forget It's already too late. Please don't forget Your lipstick burns like cyanide No one here gets out alive With eyelashes like butcher knives No one here gets out alive.
4.
We’re all hermits, In heart and mind I don’t know yours You don’t know mine We’re lost in forests No maps to guide The signs are old All forbears died But in the mist there is sound Against my feet I feel ground On lonely nights I hear A call from other voices to come We follow sound to the source Bumping into the doors Of other blind in the night Groping for shards of light Let's Dance while time is tearing us down Let's Drink And Warm our Icy Insides Let's sing the quiet out of the night Let's burn The fuel of Dead-ended lives The speakers pulse It’s liquid sound It pours out hot It hits the ground It’s molten air Electric tears Vibrating joy Forgotten fear It’s what we congregate in Bronchial worship begins It's only pressure in ears Transmitting audible fears Wrapped in blankets of noise Consumed by audible toys In a community held Still hermits in ourselves
5.
Someone turn down the radio I can't hear myself thinking clearly the treble grates my patience and my ears This is the same song I've been hearing for years Someone turn down the radio How many love songs does the world really need? “The First Cut is the Deepest” but it's still only the start We've only just begun to bleed I don't know where to begin I'll just try to blend in Close your eyes, cover your ears and I'll try to disappear Is that what you wanted to hear? Maybe the insomnia spoke louder than my heart Maybe the only time I truly feel together is when I'm constantly falling apart I'll wait for you to disappear Is that what you wanted to hear?
6.
Hey Catrine 02:15
7.
Ashtray 02:21
I retrace my steps and crawl back to the surface From the coffin I call home The smoke escapes her chest as I inhale her breath Into the ashtray I call my soul I want to break the silence but all the words sound wrong The ashtrays are all empty and the bottles are all full, but none of them will stay that way for long “There must be more than this, something I somehow missed while staring at the ground” There's nothing I can say to make that feeling go away so I won't even make a sound “If we're all just dying slowly, then what's the purpose of this life?” “Find something that you hate less than all the other things to hold onto until the day you die”
8.
OK 02:12
You've been through worse than this, scars up and down your wrist, but they'll fade You're a hazard to yourself but everybody else doesn't seem afraid, ok? Is that OK? I give up on myself and everybody else to just accept some blame Every time I try, I quit, start choking on my spit and don't say a goddamn thing We're acting like such fools, if it's all the same to you, I'd like to stay this way This hole inside my chest is all that I have left to keep me fucking sane, ok? Is that OK? There's a devil on my shoulder and she wants me to come over There's a devil on my shoulder singing “Crimson and clover over and over” Scars up and down your wrist Learn how to forgive and they'll fade You owe that to yourself, but everybody else, you don't owe a thing, ok? Ok.
9.
Last call came early tonight I can't do anything right I can't even smoke without coughing. I think I'll get home alright, But if I don't would you mind if I made my best here on the concrete? I was trying to leave, but they're playing my song. I don't know if the music is keeping us alive or if it's just keeping us content, But if it's going to be the death of me and all my tone-deaf friends Then at least we're dying slowly and we know exactly how it ends And in a world this dark and lonely You can't ask for more than this. They're playing our song. I was trying to leave But they're playing our song.
10.
We're the fallen, we fall where we may Broken, battered, and propped up on display Every minute’s an hour, every month takes a year All the time in the world, we just didn't want to spend it all here I want a second chance again. Prepare my grave from everything I'm not The earth is cold but it's everything we've got. We danced to the band til the music slowed, You said I can't understand and so you never even bothered to show me Well, show me now Now that my eyes are open to all the hearts that lie broken and all the faith I've lost hope in That I'll ever have a second chance Lay where you fall Fall where you may.
11.
Three months I spent cleaning up my act And I don't recognize who I am My friends told me to get my shit together But they're still picking up my tab And I'm so far from home Right now I've got nowhere else to go Every time she speaks I Can almost hear the strings, If I only close my eyes And even then I think I Can almost see the things I've Tried to leave behind There are things you can't leave behind. Did you my messages? I left a hundred voicemails I wanted to show you the new me He reminds me of myself And every time she sings I Find the sharpest things I Can jam into my ears And even then I think I Can almost hear the screams I've Been drowning out for years More resilient than you'd think. I try, fail, try, fail, try, fail, drink Every time she screams I Find the sharpest things I Can jam into eyes And even then I think I Can almost see the things i have run from my whole life.

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Driven by layers of guitars, melodic synthesizers, and Jeff Mullins whispers and guttural screams.

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released June 2, 2017

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The Goodbye Forevers Richmond, Virginia

Guitar driven punk rock with synthesizer melodies.

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